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In the animated video, Miku begins to appear 'beat up' as bandages start covering her body. However, any ideas towards why he exists aren't really talked about in the song. It is entirely possible that the boy is representing something different or is even a real boy. She still has hope to keep going and is optimistic despite her condition, which is why she convinces the boy that 'we don't know what's ahead'. He constantly tells her to release as it would stop the pain but Miku argues and even begs for him to let her keep rolling. Even though the boy is not harmful himself, the thoughts he creates in Miku's head are and she is in a constant battle against them. The boy in the song is, most likely, not her abuser but rather, an extension of Miku's self and a 'spokesperson' for her suicidal thoughts. She is not necessarily alone as in she has no friends, but she does deal with her depression alone. Miku does not get any support or help in the song and continues to hide behind the lie of 'everything is fine'. Depression and other mental illnesses make it very easy to isolate yourself as it encourages the development of the 'I'm the only one who feels this way' mindset. However- I don't really believe that Miku is actually bullied by her peers (although a very real possibility), but rather, that she feels isolated. Moving on, Miku is described as lonely, which has supported theories of Miku being subject to bullying. Self harm releases chemicals that, if the brain doesn't get it's 'fix' in a certain amount of time, will react negatively- which is why it would be very difficult to suddenly stop and continue, even when Miku is experiencing a good place in her life. Self harm is like an addiction and works exactly like one and it can be dangerous to quit, in the same way an alcoholic can be in danger immediately quitting drinking beer. Miku gains momentum by having hope for what is ahead and having a good streak but one mistake sets her 'rolling' again- being pushed to keep going forward even though you aren't necessarily in control and you don't necessarily know why.ДЄnother reason why rolling would not be about self harm is because, in the song, Miku is able to temporarily stop whenever a good streak comes. All you want is a release from the pain- which instigates the rolling. It's difficult when you don't want to live, but you don't necessarily want to die. Many have said that 'rolling' is meant to mean self harming but I believe rolling is like going through the motions. I am also on mobile, so I apologize in advance for bad formatting. Please refrain from reading if you know mentions or discussions of these topics may hurt you.

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Hello! I'm unsure if this is the correct place to post this to (but I don't think it is breaking the rules or anything.) I wanted to talk about this briefly as I haven't seen this anywhere (on youtube, on reddit and on tumblr.) The meaning is up for interpretation as the creator of the song never wrote an official meaning for Rolling Girl, so feel free to add your interpretations.Д«efore I begin, I want to say that this is a sensitive topic as it has mentions of depression and suicide.

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